White lies are melting,
Heavy snow's falling.
Sweet denial, bitter thoughts,
Momentary agonies,
Minutes of silence..
Too many cigarettes,
Flashes of light
In cold and quiet
Transparent morning
Winter darkness.
Only a matter of time
Until neurotransmitters
Deposit memories
Into the well of the past
That dries with every ray of sun,
With every reflection of the moon.
The emptiness is to be filled
Through means above self-destruction,
As this is my solution
For having everything but me.
A.K.
Heavy snow's falling.
Sweet denial, bitter thoughts,
Momentary agonies,
Minutes of silence..
Too many cigarettes,
Flashes of light
In cold and quiet
Transparent morning
Winter darkness.
Only a matter of time
Until neurotransmitters
Deposit memories
Into the well of the past
That dries with every ray of sun,
With every reflection of the moon.
The emptiness is to be filled
Through means above self-destruction,
As this is my solution
For having everything but me.
A.K.
